How

How can it possibly be that I haven't met you before. I feel like I have known you for a while now but it's been less the 2 months. I trust you in a way I don't trust many people. I don't know what to do. I trust you but I don't trust people. I go on with my life wondering if. I want to have someone like you by my side. I want a family. But again the fear kicks in. I don't want to make another mistake because after the first few the wounds get harder to heal. Time can only do so much and you have people to help you on your way for the rest of it. Well people aren't my strong suit. The ones that are good to me are always there for a season and that seems to be it. I want to belive in good again I want to know that the world is not all bad. I want to love you and I want you to love me for who I am. I am shy and bashful. I love colors and animals. I like all kinds of music and to watch all kinds of movies. I want to do new things and to be brave. I want to have someone there to be able to tell me things will get better or that I am beautiful. I want to believe that I am beautiful. So please one days be that person.