Yes! It has been a while but, in the time that I have been gone a lot has happened. Things such as loosing a what I thought was a friend. My new job has started and I am coming out of my shell a little at a time. I am still a shy one but its OK because i don't regret anything. Little buy little i am letting go but after long days at work its nice to be alone on the weekends. But its also depressing. I learn a little more about myself everyday that goes by and it makes me wish that i can be the strong, classy, funny, smart girl in my dreams. I am truly a dreamer with all my heart and i wish i could share my dreams with the world. But its so heard to write all of them down. Like there is one dream that there is a woman that owns a herb shop in a small town then one day people start to move in and more jobs start opening. The lady that runs the shop has new customers until one day a man accuses her of being a witch. then thing go all crazy...... Another story involves a woman coning back from a war to be awarded and then  runs into a guy she used to go to Yale college with to become a lawyer and find him to be a cop instead. Not only is he a cop but so is his two brothers and his father the commissioner. Oh joy but i can never get my story's going. Every time i start one it just sounds so childish. well that's all i have for now............................................