I may not full heartedly believe and what people would call a God so far whatever it is or whoever it is has kept me alive I have severe depression I'm willing to admit to it it hurts a lot and my mind just doesn't wanna shut off but I meant I have problems and that I do need help on my friends are by my side these days and whatever you call it God God is help me through a lot every time I'm scared that I might do something wrong I just beg for forgiveness over and over and over again eventually thoughts to Subway like they were never there when we stay quiet down I'm not the smartest cookie of the bunch saw the brightest crayon of the Curt but IME I'm still trying to figure out what me is but I am me.
