Stop thinking

I wish I could just stop thinking. My brain keeps going and it's driving me nuts. I want to be able to smile like I used to. With truth in my smile now I just smile to keep people from talking to me. I don't want to hate people but the more I am around them the more I want to puched almost all of them in the face. I want people I can trust by my side. That my friends is something that is really hard to come by these days. But I believe one day it will happen.