Wondering

I wonder how long it will take for my life to truly begin. I wonder if my life will be worth it in the end. I wonder if I would make any difference in the world at all. I wonder if I will ever find true love. I wonder if my dad passes away would I be able to live on after. I wonder if I will ever get a better job or am I doomed to being treated like shit the rest of my life . I wonder will I die happy when my time comes or will I die with regrets. I wish I knew some of the answer.

Ok

Ok I get that people are stupid as hell but why put me around all of them its getting on my last nerve and driving me crazy.  I don't lie people definitely when it comes to making a good product at work so why do you always have to be an ass. Also second shift I am not your maid or your bitch so pick up after yourself or I become a snitch.  Yes I said it a snitch fucken deal with it mother fucker.  I am so not your bitch so fuck off