i hatre this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how do people go on living in this stupid ass world. all i want to do is learn what i have to learn to become an art teacher and then move far away from here. This town is not anyones dream. This was the worst holiday 2 weaks of my life. And really people if you don't like this then don't read it thank you.

WHat is .........................

close to the holiday and not happy about it........Oh by the way LOVE GLEE it is so tuching.But it is not like that in real life sadly. I wish i could see the gleem in peoples eyes like i used too. Thes days it just seem everyone hate the world as we know it. They say it will snow 4 to 6 inches i so hope so because i don't want to go to school at all.

                          What is Christmas? To me its seeing my parent off of work and seeing grandmas cooking. To me it is the smell of sweets and old people and ther feeling of being safe and sound with the familey. To me it is word of joy and happynes. To me it is food one day and sleep the next.it is not know how much snow will be the next day. It is wanting a snow white christmas. Its loving the people around you nomatter how much you hate them. Christmas is not about the present but the presents are a plus. It about living life with the people you know and love. It is about not forgetting the past and setting goals for the future.

            Life seems to go by so fast when you get older. Sad really because i would like to stay this age forever, but we all know that no matter  what we must always get older.    :(